superhero

 

jayus si tapi cukup bikin aku senyum senyum sendiri.

him : give me three name of your favorite superhero

me  : batman. superman. and.... sailormoon

him : no. no. no. i'm your man. 

duh kok sailormoon si jawaban km yg terakhir masa NO. NO. NO i'm your moon

me  : HUAKAKAKA. unpredictable me

hello month of love

ah. i miss this blog. terakhir ngepost masi oktober. hahaha. janji manis bwat rajin ngeblog hanyalah menjadi resolusi yg tertunda. let's make review of last almost four months later : 

• november : it's holiday. yeay! i really enjoyed my holiday in bangkok with my family. and a week after that we had short trip to singapore. by the way this month were his birthday. i made something for him and make him smiled last for a week. what a magic simple thing called love.

• december : i lived my last month in last year with so much happiness. we were getting closer. yes. people should fall in love with their closed eyes.

• january : yes. thanks God for the blessing. we were official now. it's one of magical gift from JC. i wish if God will we were gonna through this and take this to the next level. i told you isn't gonna be easy. but it's gonna be worth.

• february : i back blogging. yeay. but i made him mad today. i felt so bad. please have faith with me. i love you more.

why you're so rude

jujur. libur lebaran kmaren si emang nggak diet. aku naek 1.5kg hihihi. tapi niat hati si mw workout lagi biar badan kurusan. tapi hari ini aku sakit hati. your bestfriend make fun of me ;( 

jadi ceritanya gini : dia nanya aku hari ini gym apa gk. aku jawab iya sminggu empat kali. dia bilang tambah berat ya? kayanya tambah beraaat. jangan banyak banyak KB. trus PT km gak kaget? takirain langsung pingsan 

*pingsan soalnya aku tambah gembroooot gitu?!! aku berasa naek 5kg aja yaah! mata kamu pasti kelilipan ban mobil. pasti.

* KB?! oh taik la. mulute njaluk ditapuk. ya gini ini klo ngomong sama lulusan SMA. bukannya gimana ya ato underestimate sama orang orang yg cuma lulusan SMA. tapi few of people i knew ituuu songong sama idiot nya itu sama sama djunjung tinggi

* PT aku kaget?! PINGSAN? aku mah pengene nya eloooo yg pingsan! liat aja ya. gk usah sirik lu klo Tuhan ku denger jeritan dan tangisan aku malem ini karena  dihina sama manusia kaya eluuu

random thought named overthinking

It's middle of the night. I can't sleep and overthinking. and yes overthinking is killing. okay. i screwed up. let me share about random thought 

one. dear sweet SH : your crush is ugh. ew. ah. entahlah. maybe most men just like him. i won't tell you more but he just NO. for me. you? ah it's up to you. nyadar gk si pas dia comment soal cupcake bikinan km. oh please. how rude. aku yg denger aja pengen nimpuk itu muka dia pake cupcake. yes he put you on his friendzone. i knew how it feel

two. dear mr. YBS : sorry for let you down tonight. waiting for fourty minutes is totally suck. i beg you pardon. and maybe we realized something between us. we were not gonna work out. second chance? ah. i hate said this. but with all these flaws yeah. i don't expect for another chance. but. sorry for not being perfect. i hate i still care.

three. dear pretty two bitches out there. esp the MUA one : do you feel pretty? yes. you are. and you absolutely attractive for him. flirting each other. but i hope someday you'll realize the bad side of your crush. i already lost respect for him. okay. salah satu sahabat baik aku pernah bilang selingkuh itu gpp. asal gk ketahuan. HELLO. klo menurut aku si jaga diri. jaga hati dwonk. jangan selingkuh. idih. payah. I DON'T KNOW what he replied while you ask what are you doing? whatever he said. is lied. except if he said he make out with another girl. but if he said that. will you face the truth and act like nothing happen?! will you..

should i back here

And just like pixie dust of magic i'm back to blogging. hahahaha. it's been four month since last post. Good news is i'm blog through blogger app on playstore. how fun you can blog through your smart  phone anytime anywhere. in my case as long as i got wifi connection because i still in love with my ipod touch 5th gen. 

It's all started on last saturday night when i spent it with my friends enjoying 30mile shiraz wine in Shangri-La lounge. we talked about an idea until it comes to the hobby things. and the new guy the friend of mine said : oh. you're blogger ?! so you have passion on writing. do you? that's great. do you still keep on writing now? i said it's been a while no longer blogging and i just blog something not-so-important-thing-just-daily-stuff and then he said everything comes in little things. 

hello stranger. little bit intro maybe

It's May. and I come back missing my blog again. hahahaha. Time flies so fast I almost can not believe I will meet with my summer again. Being single for years and more is quite boring. and growing old is suck. My few friend said sometimes I look and act like childish. YES. hahaha. I'm not deny it. but I said however old are you. there always childish side in yourself. I think that is God's way to keep you enjoying your life and live up your life like child. no over thinking and feel free. feeling happy for being alive ♥

are you still there watching me

Jujur blog ini uda cukup lama terbengkalai. Sempat kepikiran untuk berhenti ngeblog ato bikin blog baru. Tapi tetep aja buntut buntutnya balik lagi kesini berasa cinta lama bersemi kembali. huakakaka. Yg baca blog ini tentu aja makin lama makin dikit. Palingan juga mereka yg nyasar mampir gara gara search di google. Sempat si kepikiran bwat aktif ngeblog lagi, post daily fashion wardrobe or anything fun la. Pengen beli tripod mini dan memory card baru. Entah siapa yg mau liat juga gk jelas. Tapi HUH?! siapa yg peduli. Yang penting saya suka. Besok la ato lusa ato kapan deh beli dulu properti motret nya hihihi. Anggap saja bikin dairy online dari masa ke masa *ketcup mesra

hello hatter

Since I was teenager I knew I already hv hater. Ouch! Even I didn't know exactly who are they. Yeah who know when everybody just look fine in front f you but spread gossip and bullshit behind your back. Am I right?! The count still goes on until now. Oh my God! Okay I got mini heart attack when I heard it few days ago. Hello haters you should mind your own fucking business. Hate me wouldn't make you look hot or great. Grow up bitch!

But Velve told me. I believe on you. I know who you are. And they just envy with you. Yeah you're right. So let's smile for all the hater :)

lovely valentine

Apa itu CINTA ?!
Unyil punya cewe tapi sekarang dia malah mulai melirik sahabat cewenya. Unyil bilang : ini cinta keliru. Jelly belum punya cewe tapi dia mencintai cewe yang uda punya cowo tetapi sayangnya cewe itu tetap memilih kekasihnya bukan dia. Jelly bilang : ini cinta cenat cenut. Aku?! aku (masih saja dengan bodohnya) mencintainya tapi dia mencintai yg lain. Aku bilang : love is biatch! hahaha. No hard feeling but I miss him a lot and there's nothing I can do
Happy Valentine ♥

january fly so fast

Hello sweetheart how your days?! I can't believe January fly so fast. My life is kinda boring hahaha. Make friend with ex boyfriends somehow isn't easy as it said even maybe the feeling is being fade. Somehow I miss being your girlfriend. Not your friend. But what can I do if all we've is just being friend *sigh

kaledioskop

Sama kaya taon kemaren. Bikin kaledioskop taon-an yuk. Taon 2011 kemaren banyak hepi. banyak traveling tapi juga banyak kepaitan!! hahahaha. I wish new year is become fresh start. God Bless us

* January : celebrate new year eve di Food Fest with boyfriend *sekarang uda jadi ex bf. tragis. hiks! and my besties
* February : love in the air. but i still didn't celebrate valentine day. just like ordinary day
* March : holiday time. spring holiday at Spore Malaysia and Hongkong with my best friends. lot of fun and unforgettable momment
* April : my birthday. thank you baby for the gift and bouquet of pretty rose
* May : accompany my parents to do general check up and semi holiday in Malaysia
* June : everything is turn to evil. there's something wrong with our relationship
* July : it's over. we are just not meant to be
* August : we got big fight. i don't know you anymore
* September : so much fun with my best friend. HK unyil and jura. you rock guys!
* October : everything back to normal. move on because life goes on
* November : over worked. sleep less than 5hours every work day. exhausted
* December : spend more time with family and YWF crew

I wish for better year. better heart and pain less :)

flashback

After I broke with my ex bf somehow I feel like back in 2009 now. Two year ago before knew him. Yeah now we are totally back to be stranger and don't know each other. Sound pathetic but there's nothing I can do but the best for him. By the way not exactly same or deja vu. Something different but almost same. I meet or maybe just contact again with people who really important for me for those moment like my best friends or my aunt. my crush even my another ex bf hahaha. I feel like living in 2009. Kinda funny yet fun but I'll make this year for better ending. I wish *wink

hey biatch

Hey biatch how's your day. I'm back blogging again and putting back my broken wings. Life is bitch but here I am try to stay strong
♥ I hate when you said all things we had were nothing. My heart is broken into pieces and I don't know how to reassemble it. It's hurt baby but I know all I've been done mean nothing for you. Nothing last forever either us
♥ I check into rehab for a month and purple pill is one of my best friend. I love you forever but forever is over
♥ HK is one of my best friend suddenly become a father. What happy yet shocking news! hahaha. You should take care your son and be great daddy, bro!
♥ There's quote which said : How life sucking you. Great friends always can make you laugh. And Thanks God I still have them. Super big thanks for Unyil for your time and ride on your cars. I love get lost with you!! hahaha

this year

It is rainy December. Surabaya getting cold. I just spend my days in front of my television watching my Horatio Caine from my fave show CSI Miami or maybe just browse cute and fun doodles at tumblr. So inspiring and make me happy for a while :)
Holiday atmosphere is coming make me lazy to work and I felt not productive after middle of this month. All I thinking it is just wonderful Christmas hehehe
But sometimes it's lazy things just ended up with boring situation *sigh. So I decided make kinda of kaleidoscope of my 2010. Just simply review of year that I was through :

♥ Januari - February - March
OhmyGod he is uber cute yet little shy boy with tribal tattoo. Not talk too much and he's too cool yet stingy. After on-off dating. He really not worth it. Maybe we getting tired and I guess it's over hahaha

♥ April - Mei - June
I buy Ipod touch for myself kinda of birthday gift in April hehehe. I really love summer holiday. My family and I spend it to Singapore and we got lot's of fun :) I also create Tumblr account and Twitter. Yay!! hahaha *sok eksis gitu deh. hehehe

♥ July - August - September
I joined a circle of friend called Young Free and Dangerous hahaha. Quite fun and friendly friends even I'm not feel so in there. Mommy daddy and uncle birthday in this September. Oups! I eat cakes a lot. Sure gain more weight hahaha. By the way I spend my holiday at Jogja with my ladies. Super happy and fun holiday plus bonus meet Jelly in person for second times. What a lovely boy with wolf tattoo :)

♥ October - November - December
Maybe Oct 2010 such a great month. So many wedding held in this month and many of my friend getting in relationship. Congratulation dear hehehe. Back in Singapore again at end of November. Orchard road looks so beatiful at Christmas. I wish you were there baby :) By the way my online shop reach goal this year. I'm so happy :D

How your year babe?! Hope you got fantastic year :)
Christmas and New year eve getting closer and closer. I'm become so nervous yet exciting hehehe. I dont have any plan in NYe. I hope everthing gonna be great and I can spend with my lovely family and you *smooch

cookies

Okay here some list for Christmas things :
♥ Looking for Christmas gift for my pretty ladies
♥ Christmas paper or card and Christmas tag *bingung ngung ngung
♥ Christmas cookies or cake. Whatever la but something cute and yummy to eat hahaha
♥ Nice outfit to go to church at Christmas eve
♥ And maybe the list still continue....

Talk about Christmas how about all I want for Christmas huh?! hahaha
♥ Most favorite all I want for Christmas is YOU. hahaha. who doesn't spend with someone who you love and loved you back :)
♥ Ipad and Iphone is top request too hahaha
♥ How about more often fun holiday trip. YES. I want too. Please give me promo flight ticket and fun partner. I'm ready to go everywhere hahaha
♥ New authentic branded bag or branded comfy shoes. Oh girl things! hihihi
♥ I still love my vintage car but I always open for new one Santa :P
♥ Oups! Stop make wish list. Gonna be super long list :D

expect nothing

Time flies so fast in this year. so many changes and many things happen. This November seems come to early and face the truth in next thirty days is December
♥ I start my first week in this November with attending such a dinner celebration of Ika's graduation with her big family and her bf. Quite lovely and warm family. Even sometimes I just wondering why I'm there with him
♥ Felicia come to the town and we had such great quality chit chat time with three others about our plan and our wish in future. I feel lost and my future looks so blur
♥ It just feel like I hold his hand but I know I will not hold as forever. He is not gonna be mine forever. There will be goodbye hugs in the end. It is too painful to imagine for :(
♥ People too quick to conclude. I dont know why they love to talk about others which is not their business *sigh

salib saya

The image maybe too small. i found it at tumblr. I will retyped for you :)

no. 3 : Lord. it's too heavy! Please cut it down a little..
no. 7 : Lord please cut it down. I'll be able to carry it better..
no. 9 : Lord thank you so much
no. 10 : HUH!!
no. 11 : Let's see this as a bridge and cross over

Mmmm... get it?

Today I come to the Mrs. Wiwiek's new house in Graha Family to be present persekutuan doa with my family and my neighbour. Her new house is big even not bigger than her superb house in main street of Kertajaya Indah. There'll be Mrs. Gonang as guest :)

And I got an advice : banyak berdoa. karena berdoa adalah berarti menabur

I always believe everything happen for reason. dan mungkin saja waktu kita bukan lah waktu Tuhan. karena waktu Tuhan adalah indah pada waktunya. dan rencana Tuhan bukan lah rencana kecelakaan :)

Okay. posting kali ini bukan bermaksud sok suci. sok kasi khotbah. Aku ndiri kadang juga menjauh si dari Tuhan. sok semau gue. hahaha. I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner. I just want to share with you all

Have a blessed Monday :)

computer

For your information. i spend my time almost in my little studio. to work. and. hv fun. hahaha. of course in front of my computer. online or offline. hahaha. online it's mean browse. work. looking for inspiration. blogwalking. download. yeah sometimes. hahaha. i though internet always hv many reason and many things to explore. you can find anything there. offline mean playing with photoshop or photoscape. hihihi. thats why i loved it than watched television. hahaha

But i guess i'm not good blogger now. aaaah. too lazy to update. sorry babe! maybe i need to hv better time management. keep reading. keep support me. thank you

ps : and someone is getting complained me. jealous with my computer. hehehe

miss my old time

This is my old picture. one month before i cut my hair and my bang *poni lama hasil motong dewe. model asimetris gk jadi tapi saya seneng. hehehe. sebelum ke bali sempat potong rambut dan hasilnya kurang memuaskan. mm nyuruh aku pindah salon kalo mw potong lagi. yeees!! i agree. walaupun kayae lebi mahal nyaris dua kali lipat. aaaargh!! *tp perintah mm luoh hahaha tidak bole ditolak. mm ku serem

I also miss my old skin tone. putiih gt luoh hehehe. sumpe. item gini mw pake baju apa jadi gk cocok gt. hiks. hiks. heeelp!

today

♥ credit : fuckyeah skinnybitch

I dont know. but i heart today. i made pm on my BlackBerry : 09 November 09
And many friends ask about that. what happen with that date?! mmm. nothing. just. i like it ♥

Another quick updates for you :
♥ I got new tyre for my car. yay!! now i can drive safety :] ban lama nya mblendug. kepanasan katanya. jadi beli baruuu deh. mm tercintah ikud nemenin beli. bayarin lebi tepatnya hahaha. maklum satu ban TOYO ring 16 seharga 725rb. makin gede makin mahal. asyeeem!! *standarnya ring 14. padahal niatan hati ntar ntar kalo mw ganti mobil baru pengen pake 17 hahaha. satu ban sejuta-an. empat ban plus serep lima juta. beluuuum beli velg nya. oh em geee. bisa dipecel mama :P
♥ I made crazy idea. how about C car chronology. city-civic-c class. hahaha *anak durhaka. tidak tw diriiii :D
♥ Maybe i will make today to be my first post for my another project blog. mmm. lets talk it later
♥ Ex bf become my nightmaree!! oh em ge. i dream him almost everynite for few days *sigh. i guess isn't easy as i thought to remove him for my mind. ouch! forget it. i want make a deal with past so it will not ruin my present :] *but i cant lie. i miss him
♥ Another ex bf. the one and only ex become friend. hahaha. he know i like guys with tattoo so he said if we make up. i will make tattoo for you. but only one and small. he just kidding me. LOL
♥ Hepi monday everyone :]