Rabu, 11 Februari 2015

ketakutan itu

Tuhan. tolong jaga hatiku. aku takut hancur lagi untuk kedua kalinya. dan kali ini mungkin akan terhempas jatuh lebi mnyakitkan dari yg sebelumnya. aku takut Tuhan. aku takut sekali. 

hello month of love

ah. i miss this blog. terakhir ngepost masi oktober. hahaha. janji manis bwat rajin ngeblog hanyalah menjadi resolusi yg tertunda. let's make review of last almost four months later : 
• november : it's holiday. yeay! i really enjoyed my holiday in bangkok with my family. and a week after that we had short trip to singapore. by the way this month were his birthday. i made something for him and make him smiled last for a week. what a magic simple thing called love.
• december : i lived my last month in last year with so much happiness. we were getting closer. yes. people should fall in love with their closed eyes.
• january : yes. thanks God for the blessing. we were official now. it's one of magical gift from JC. i wish if God will we were gonna through this and take this to the next level. i told you isn't gonna be easy. but it's gonna be worth.
• february : i back blogging. yeay. but i made him mad today. i felt so bad. please have faith with me. i love you more.

Sabtu, 11 Oktober 2014

let's face the truth

yaelah. yg gk dibales chat nya seharian D mulu. udah gk usah dtungguin. kaya baru pertama kali aja. uda biarin aja. ntar juga lama lama elu biasa tanpa dia. no hard feeling please. laki kaya gt mah gk guna! klo masi punya hati nurani ya palingan ntar kapan kapan dia masi nyari elu lagi. klo gak nyari ya uda. bodo amat. 

Rabu, 08 Oktober 2014

diet asal asalan

this is what i ate today. yes same menu for lunch and dinner : mixed grain toast + chicken breast strips and kimchi by bonchon. not so healthy hahaha

by the way. koko bertato naga uda pindah gym. sedih. tapi ya sudah la. termasuk spon bwat angkat beban ikutan ilang. kampret. trus aku binun campur galau sedikit. soalnya sinyo berondong ku klo bales bbm lama. huakakaka. bocan kali ya uda dua bulan nonstop bbm an terus. ato mungkin karena.. ciee.. gk asik ciee... *pengsan!

Minggu, 05 Oktober 2014

when i think about you

please ignore my absurd style. and my messy hair. and. yes. i think i getting tanned. eew. not so good thing. btw. can you miss someone you never meet?


Jumat, 03 Oktober 2014

i change my mind

okay. forget it about my last post. i'm jealous-for-i-dont-know. ah sudahlah. just like i said. maybe i was such an idiot who thought and missed you lil' bit too much. 

super kind and lovely

make your avatar by MINI ME. super easy. cute and adorable 

jujur tadi pagi aku rada galau. trus mikir yg negatif gt deh. feeling insecure. and please blame my period!!! hahahaha. kangen tapi KZL. tapi di satu sisi netral-advice-anti-galau-mikir-logis ngomong gini : uda nyantai aja. mungkin dia emang lagi sibuk. mungkin dia emang kaya elo. sibuk gk mw dganggu. ntar klo ada waktu. hatinya uda adem dia pasti ngasi kabar kok. JENG JENG JENG. akhirnya jam 6pm dikabarin lagi hahahaha. gk perlu nunggu sampe jam 10.30pm hihihihi. seneeeng!!! 

btw. i hv gossip on my gym. tuh koko bertato nagaaaaa!! aaaw. hari ini rada beda penampilannya. apa ya. rambut baru?! yg pasti bajunya baru. bagus. hihihi. tapi bikin berpikir yg nggak nggak deh. hahahaha. baek banget. tadi nawarin mw jemput. trus ganti rugi member gym lama asal aku gym bareng dia sore sore di gold gym. hihihihi. GEMES! eew. maybe having an affair with berondong is fun. but. married man is another level. eits. GAK USAH ANEH ANEH. aku tetep di gym lama. hahaha

Rabu, 01 Oktober 2014

you were nice man

because love comes so slow. but gone so fast... maybe i'm such an idiot. i thought that we were going to be something. you said you've been busy all day. but either i. i don't have time. i make time. DO YOU? 

maybe i should forgive myself for falling for you. expectation hurt right. but. it's okay to say goodbye. 

Kamis, 18 September 2014

fact part two

lanjutan 20fact about me ya. yuk mari. hahahaha 
11. my first LV is from man collection. pouch and gift from my best uncle in the world. hahaha. he bought it when he was in US 
12. paling suka minum minuman manis
13. jarang banget pake celana panjang. paling sering pake rok ato celana pendek 
14. i'm getting sick of drama queen. lebay dikit bole. tapi gk perlu se-alay gt keleuuuz. hahahaha 
15. i always check my tumblr or twitter before fall a sleep 
16. i'm ipod lover. i have ipod touch 3G and 5G. and. so excited about 6G  hahahaha 
17. i love blush on without glitter. my favorite is MAC 
18. i don't mind watch indonesian movie on theater. i don't get it why people seem so allergic. katanya : buat apa? ntar gk lama juga maen di tv. buat apa? mahal ah. sayang duit. mending nonton film barat ajaa
19. one of my dream is going to NEW YORK for holiday. yeay!!
20. i love black color for my gadget. white is cute but boring. hehehe

neon neon

hore new neon top. lebi tepatnya sport bra si ya. hahaha. warna neon yg sungguh mempesona. tapi sayang lil' bit overprice. hampir 400rebu deh. sekarang mah dipake di dalem aja ya. maklum lemaknya masi banyak hahaha. beli di sport station. gak diskon pula. ada beberapa items yg lagi sale si. ntar kapan deh aku coba liat liat lagi. yg pasti capri pants nya gk terlalu mahal. tiga ratus sekian. sebelas dua belas kaya lasona