Sabtu, 09 Agustus 2014

one of my wish came true

you don't need me but you won't leave me. my love's too big for you my love. oh. my love's too big for you my love. and if i was stronger then i would tell you no. and if i was stronger then i would leave this show. and if i was stronger then i would up and go. but here i am and here we go again. 
-- sort of - by - ingrid michaelson 

tadi siang dia dateng. jengukin aku yg lagi sakit mungkin ya. cakep. pake polo biru. kacamata baru frame hitam armani. makin ganteng. suit for him. jalan nya rada bungkuk kaya biasa. tapi muka ku kucel. gk make up. mungkin dia langsung ilfil. ah bodo amat. lagi sakit kok. hih! tapi aku seneng si dijenguk. dia tiga jam dsini. nonton tivi. maem bareng. maen ipad. dan. untuk sesaat aku lupa klo dia bukan kepunyaan aku ;(

Jumat, 08 Agustus 2014

bed rest all day

aku lagi sakit. flu mampet. alias hidung tersumbat. badan meriang plus sakit boyok gara gara kmaren latian back pas gym. mata panas. bibir pecah pecah. and it's getting worst because he said he miss me ;( 

Kamis, 07 Agustus 2014

fat please go away

little selfie won't hurt anybody.  by the way how's your day?! mine : tetep gendut. gk turun turun tuh timbangan. tetep maemnya banyak ;(

Rabu, 06 Agustus 2014

why you're so rude

jujur. libur lebaran kmaren si emang nggak diet. aku naek 1.5kg hihihi. tapi niat hati si mw workout lagi biar badan kurusan. tapi hari ini aku sakit hati. your bestfriend make fun of me ;( 
jadi ceritanya gini : dia nanya aku hari ini gym apa gk. aku jawab iya sminggu empat kali. dia bilang tambah berat ya? kayanya tambah beraaat. jangan banyak banyak KB. trus PT km gak kaget? takirain langsung pingsan 

*pingsan soalnya aku tambah gembroooot gitu?!! aku berasa naek 5kg aja yaah! mata kamu pasti kelilipan ban mobil. pasti.
* KB?! oh taik la. mulute njaluk ditapuk. ya gini ini klo ngomong sama lulusan SMA. bukannya gimana ya ato underestimate sama orang orang yg cuma lulusan SMA. tapi few of people i knew ituuu songong sama idiot nya itu sama sama djunjung tinggi
* PT aku kaget?! PINGSAN? aku mah pengene nya eloooo yg pingsan! liat aja ya. gk usah sirik lu klo Tuhan ku denger jeritan dan tangisan aku malem ini karena  dihina sama manusia kaya eluuu

Senin, 04 Agustus 2014

fresh start on monday

this is suppose be flex friday post. but whatever. hahahaha. little muscle popped  out. yeay. diet start again. i don't want be starving. but sometimes is hard to decide what you eat. it's suppose be healthy yet yummy. i start my trainning today. i hope that's gonna be fun and great. have nice monday people. stay fit. stay happy!


Minggu, 03 Agustus 2014

it's about lifestyle

i'm back to blogging again! yeay. hahaha.   jadi ceritanya sekarang aku jadi newbie di dunia fitness. new comer gymrat. hahaha. jadi mulai sekarang aku mw post hal hal tentang my gym life. curcol nya di blog aja. soalnya klo di real life kasian yg gk ngerti asiknya gym malah bete. hihihi. baru ikutan PT satu sesi uda kelar. ini lagi jalan sesi kedua. uda padet si ini badan tapi belum kurus kurus. masi sudah ngatur makan nya. ntar deh. but i'll keep going. see you soon ya. please don't get bored hahahaha

Selasa, 06 Mei 2014

once upon a time

there was happy girl. then she grew up... 



and everything has changed. being grown up is suck. maybe my bff were right. she said : why we were born?! hidup itu susah. hidup itu perjuangan. klo aku bole memilih. aku kn memilih untuk tidak dilahirkan. 

and. i'm dying here. waiting. i never know if missing someone is one of the wirst feeling ever. 

Senin, 28 April 2014

i push him away

i'm crying again tonight. and i push him away. sometimes i feel worthless. and maybe i just too weird to be loved

Kamis, 24 April 2014

milkme

what i drink : es susu pisang dan strawberry. size standard 10K. no tax. untuk size jumbo 12K

bwat yg hobi mik susu. mampir ke MILKME yuk. daerah jalan mer teruuus gt deh. cabang dari jakarta. tempatnya lumayan cozy. cuma klo dapet tempat outdoor lumayan kerasa si panasnya. hahahaha. ada indoor pake AC tapi ruangnya kecil dan full. ehem. selain jual aneka susu dengan rasa. mereka juga jual dessert. pancake. ice cream dan steak dg harga yg cukup terjangkau hehehehe

history repeat itself

i hate my birthday. hahahaha. entah mengapa. dulu selalu punya pikiran pengen skip birthday. gk biasa 'mendadak famous' trus celebrate something. i dont know. birthday make me nervous. beside the fact growing up is suck. *sigh. but thanks everyone who made my day! 

ps : this is late post. my birthday april 20th. and for first time in late 5years. jura said happy birthday. super!