made in public

 

so much fun bazaar. love the concept and atmosphere. for a second i feel so happy even deep down i wish you were there with me. FAK. aku kangen kamuu!!! pokoknya seru gitu deh event nya. outdoor bazaar trus ada DJ + free flow beer. la la la. la la. la la.

september

i hate write this post. but we should face our fear right. yes. we had fight. september was adorable month but somehow relationship didn't work as well as we wished. so here we are trying to kill each other. nevermind. we should move on. thank you for amazing almost three months we spend together. i super love that memories. hahaha. i write this post and still thinking about you. i won't denied i miss us.

superhero

 

jayus si tapi cukup bikin aku senyum senyum sendiri.

him : give me three name of your favorite superhero

me  : batman. superman. and.... sailormoon

him : no. no. no. i'm your man. 

duh kok sailormoon si jawaban km yg terakhir masa NO. NO. NO i'm your moon

me  : HUAKAKAKA. unpredictable me

mager males gerak ah

current mood. and mostly

matcha cafe

ini enaaaak. mau lagi tapi sayang jauh dari rumah. aku di timur dia di barat. what a long distance relationship yak. sedih. ini ngeblog sambil ngiler. available in two flavor ice cream : matcha and almond. enak smwa luoh. nyam. nyam. nyaaaaaam

you're so annoying

sometimes we laugh and had good time together. but most of these we try to kill each other. iya. hidup kadang memang selucu itu.

you're the one that comforting me

holiday is over. but memories stay. liburan bareng pikachu bener bener hepi. super hepi. thank you Jesus and my family. thank you pikachu team. abis dari BALI aku sama family lanjut ke Kuala Lumpur buat nemenin papa annual check up. sempat galau dan takut kenapa napa sama papa plus ditambah homesick. DUH. but thanks God everything is GOOD.

karma kandara

velvet rooftop bar

 

potato head let's play on the beach

this is bali. kudeta i'm in love

 

 

probably this is my second best time of this year while we're chilling at KUDETA seminyak bali. the first best time tentu aja pas awal taon aku punya pacar tapi kn uda putus. asshole. ah tapi ya sudahla. sudah berakhir juga. so let's live up the life and this moment. and for a while i forget i was once hurt by ex bf.

what i wear : monster inc white t-shirt ~ UNIQLO + random unbranded short jeans + black baseball hat ~ QUICKSILVER + three color flip flop ~ VNC

fake your smile and everything gonna be okay

this huge rayban aviator belong to si ganteng gigi marmut. hahahaha. pinjem doank demi selfie kekinian. my heart still broken. my mind was messed up but yeah life is goes on. it's should be better.

this is how we do

good food. good friends. good vibe. could heal a broken soul. but nobody said it was easy. thank you pikachu team for being there with me through broken dreams.

yes. we could't work it

one of the hardest things you'll ever have to do is stop loving someone because they've stopped loving you. he said he loose his faith on me. yes. we broke up. broken dream of us.

ketakutan itu

Tuhan. tolong jaga hatiku. aku takut hancur lagi untuk kedua kalinya. dan kali ini mungkin akan terhempas jatuh lebi mnyakitkan dari yg sebelumnya. aku takut Tuhan. aku takut sekali. 

hello month of love

ah. i miss this blog. terakhir ngepost masi oktober. hahaha. janji manis bwat rajin ngeblog hanyalah menjadi resolusi yg tertunda. let's make review of last almost four months later : 

• november : it's holiday. yeay! i really enjoyed my holiday in bangkok with my family. and a week after that we had short trip to singapore. by the way this month were his birthday. i made something for him and make him smiled last for a week. what a magic simple thing called love.

• december : i lived my last month in last year with so much happiness. we were getting closer. yes. people should fall in love with their closed eyes.

• january : yes. thanks God for the blessing. we were official now. it's one of magical gift from JC. i wish if God will we were gonna through this and take this to the next level. i told you isn't gonna be easy. but it's gonna be worth.

• february : i back blogging. yeay. but i made him mad today. i felt so bad. please have faith with me. i love you more.