expect nothing

Time flies so fast in this year. so many changes and many things happen. This November seems come to early and face the truth in next thirty days is December
♥ I start my first week in this November with attending such a dinner celebration of Ika's graduation with her big family and her bf. Quite lovely and warm family. Even sometimes I just wondering why I'm there with him
♥ Felicia come to the town and we had such great quality chit chat time with three others about our plan and our wish in future. I feel lost and my future looks so blur
♥ It just feel like I hold his hand but I know I will not hold as forever. He is not gonna be mine forever. There will be goodbye hugs in the end. It is too painful to imagine for :(
♥ People too quick to conclude. I dont know why they love to talk about others which is not their business *sigh